Another tear falls from my cheek. I try my very hardest to keep it from exposing what is really going on inside my heart. With every welling drop in the corners of my swollen eyes, my tears reveal that something is wrong. I am broken. It’s not the kind of broken that can be fixed with a hot glue gun. No, this kind of broken needs something much stronger. It needs a hammer and nails. It is neither the nail nor the hammer that will be the solution to this brokenness, but the power behind them. You see, this is the nail that went through the hand of my Savior.
With every strike of the hammer to nail, I am healed. It seems counterproductive to hurt one to heal another, but this one is special. The love that brought Him to his dying day happens to be the same love that brings me to my knees. It is a love so powerful that even the strongest man alive would buckle under its weight. It is a divine kind of love, a healing kind of love, a God kind of love. It is a love that can’t even be explained, it can only be felt. And that’s why they pound.
They pound for us. Unintentionally, of course, but nevertheless effective. This strange kind of love is so many things. It is joyful, peaceful, patient, kind, good, faithful, gentle, and self-controlled. It is above all things. It is a love like no other. The only logical explanation for it is completely illogical, some would say. That there is a spiritual being who created and cares for us makes no sense. We can’t see God, touch God, talk with God. But, we can feel Him. Not in the literal, physical sense, of course because that would be too easy. No this is in the emotional nitty-gritty of it all. It is in those simple moments that we sometimes let pass us by. It is in the good moments when we are so happy it is like sun is radiating from our every pore. The moments when nothing can touch us because we are on top of the world. The moments when we are so extremely, blissfully happy. Where all we can do is smile to the point that our cheeks hurt. That is when you feel God. You feel the nails pounding.
With every exhilarated heartbeat there is another strike to the nail making it possible for you to feel this way: joyful in the Lord. But it is not just in the times of joy. It is also in the times of agony. Those times where you feel like you have never hit more of a rock bottom. Those times when you feel like all you want to do is cry because of the pain. Those times when the only way to escape the pain is to sleep. You feel the nails pounding. With every lump in your throat you feel the force of the hammer coming down. Every tear that falls is another drop of blood, scarlet red, washing our sins away and making us white as snow. Mending the broken, that’s the kind of love that I know. At the highest highs and the lowest lows, that’s when you feel it. That’s when you feel the pounding. It is a joyful, agonizing kind of feeling that casts all the pain aside. Strike after strike, pound after pound, you begin to feel the love making you whole again and healing your broken heart.
With every strike of the hammer to nail, I am healed. It seems counterproductive to hurt one to heal another, but this one is special. The love that brought Him to his dying day happens to be the same love that brings me to my knees. It is a love so powerful that even the strongest man alive would buckle under its weight. It is a divine kind of love, a healing kind of love, a God kind of love. It is a love that can’t even be explained, it can only be felt. And that’s why they pound.
They pound for us. Unintentionally, of course, but nevertheless effective. This strange kind of love is so many things. It is joyful, peaceful, patient, kind, good, faithful, gentle, and self-controlled. It is above all things. It is a love like no other. The only logical explanation for it is completely illogical, some would say. That there is a spiritual being who created and cares for us makes no sense. We can’t see God, touch God, talk with God. But, we can feel Him. Not in the literal, physical sense, of course because that would be too easy. No this is in the emotional nitty-gritty of it all. It is in those simple moments that we sometimes let pass us by. It is in the good moments when we are so happy it is like sun is radiating from our every pore. The moments when nothing can touch us because we are on top of the world. The moments when we are so extremely, blissfully happy. Where all we can do is smile to the point that our cheeks hurt. That is when you feel God. You feel the nails pounding.
With every exhilarated heartbeat there is another strike to the nail making it possible for you to feel this way: joyful in the Lord. But it is not just in the times of joy. It is also in the times of agony. Those times where you feel like you have never hit more of a rock bottom. Those times when you feel like all you want to do is cry because of the pain. Those times when the only way to escape the pain is to sleep. You feel the nails pounding. With every lump in your throat you feel the force of the hammer coming down. Every tear that falls is another drop of blood, scarlet red, washing our sins away and making us white as snow. Mending the broken, that’s the kind of love that I know. At the highest highs and the lowest lows, that’s when you feel it. That’s when you feel the pounding. It is a joyful, agonizing kind of feeling that casts all the pain aside. Strike after strike, pound after pound, you begin to feel the love making you whole again and healing your broken heart.